Okay, so on teen TV shows, you'll occasionally get that ep where the 'school trip' is to a town where they have live and work and ect as if it's the 1800s (or whatever period). Am I the only person who thought that sounds like a barrel of fun? Are there any real such places? I want to go to one. Not one where you get to just watch, but like, be in it?

You know what I do sometimes when I'm bored? I try to imagine how I would explain mundane things around me to, like, aliens or something. Someone completely removed from modern human culture. It's fun.

You know what I can't seem to explain to my imaginary aliens? License plates on cars. It seems terribly Big Brother when you think about it. o.O

In other news, I'm bored. ♥

Antivirus Live has taken over my computer. I've been trying to fix it all day, but this is the most savvy peice of shit I've ever been hit with. Damn thing won't let me open any of my programs except firefox. It won't let me open any actual anti-virus programs to get rid of it with! I CAN'T OPEN PROGRAM MANAGER! Really, how are you supposed to get rid of malicious files if you can't even open the programs to find them with?

What the fuck does it take to get people to fucking play the game they fucking signed on for? Why the fuck am I the only person in this game that seems mildly interested in playing in it? Why is it there's only like 3 people who will play each other, and the rest all just lollygag around until I go to them with an idea for a scene?

Fuck it. Fuck it all. I'm this close to saying to hell with all RPGs anymore. I don't like other games because seeing a good premise handled badly annoys me, and everything out there with a good premise is handled badly. I don't like my game because, apparently, no one in it wants to play it and I can't for the life of me figure out why. There's no lack of social interactions possible, and I've been giving them plot to play with or around, and yet I feel like I'm sitting in a room just getting back blank stares from every one of them.

Including the one I am, physically, in a room with.

Fuck it all. Just fuck it. I'm not your go-to bitch anymore. Play or don't. I'm going to go read a fucking book that's just as fucking dull and fucking boring and fucking poorly-handled as the worst of those fucking games, because fuck if anyone knows how to write a decent story anymore. It really shouldn't be that hard.

And you know what else? Fuck people who say they'll be back in an hour and then never reply for the rest of the day. And fuck people who sit under an away message all the god-damn time so you never know if they're there or not. And fuck people who say they'll play something and then never set it up, or don't show up online, or just plain old sit there silently with no explanation what-so-ever.

Just fuck everyone to hell because I don't give a flying fuck and fuck anyone who's reading this, too.

I'm at the family holiday...thing and I'm about two seconds from drinking. Pretty much because everyone else is and I know my limit - if I'd started with them I'd be passed out right now. But I can start now. ^_^

I shared my views on how I would be a lesbian if I didn't hate chicks. Let's face it, girls are much hotter than guys, but we're effing crazy. But it wasn't until we started having a whole lesbian conversation in the kitchen that I realized that Tammy is gay and Chris (who I already knew was gay) is not actually related to me but is partners with Tammy. Learn something new every day!

And Patty is already to the point where before she gets into any conversation she has to remind everyone that she's been drinking.

God I love my family.

Oh God, it's almost 4am and I just discovered this.

Just a hint. To anyone who wants to buy a football helmet for little kids for Christmas...

Consider how tall the kid is. If he's right at about crotch-height, wait another year or two.

Was reminiscing about Christmases past and just thought I'd share that little bit of advice.

All I'm saying is, it really shouldn't be this hard to find someone interested in RPing as Ron Weasley. The boy is frickin adorable. And yet, everywhere I turn, there's nothing but Ron-hate. It's all over my buddy list. This makes me sad.

And now I'm seriously considering going AGR. Need to talk to a recruiter. Would hate to have to leave my current unit, because I like the people there, and I don't want my other option to be to go to B Co. But to be able to use my military experience in a job, I'd have to move to the east coast and work in intel, and I don't want to move. I want to be in the military, but without having to move every few years, and job hunting sux. Not really sure if AGR is the answer. Will have to find out.

Really am going to hate leaving my unit if that's what ends up happening. But I'm not moving to Moreno Valley and I'm not driving an hour one way to get to work every day so...

Hurrah! I'm going to get to see my sister graduate from OCS!